I wonder if there's a good song for what I'm feeling, because if there was, I'd be listening to it right now.
Let's break this down:
Content
Scared
Anxious
Excited
Stressed
Unproductive
Inspired
Sore
And a little lost... And just to let everyone know what's up: here's an explanation of it all :)
I am honestly, overall, content with my life right now. I have amazing friends. I have good grades. My job is no longer killing me. I am doing things on a daily basis to make myself happy; little things. I am a little scared that I'll end up doing something stupid last minute, so I've been taking preventative measures to keep that from happening. I'm doing homework early and well (I think), I'm even spending extra time studying. I'm anxious for Friday for a reason I can't say on here in case the person involved happens to look here every once in a while... and I'm excited for the same reason. I'm a little stressed with the whole financial situation at the moment. Spring Break killed me. :( I'm feeling a little unproductive today, but I have mostly everything done... except that laundry... Yeah, that needs to happen. And I'm also inspired. I've played my flute and it was the best feeling I've had in a while. I missed it so much. His name is Friend and I forgot how loyal he was. <3
And the sore thing is a completely different story altogether... Yesterday was "One Day Without Shoes" and I participated. Basically, you go an entire day without wearing shoes. This is to raise awareness for people in countries who don't have shoes and are susceptible to illnesses that are given to them through their feet. It is a day created by TOMS. I walked up and down hills all day, went to class, across streets, through Walmart, and even through the CUB without shoes. I didn't realize how lazy shoes make us... because today I am definitely sore. I think I used more muscles in my legs yesterday than I usually do working out. XD It hurts so good.
And last, and more prevalent in my life right now is the feeling of being lost. Do you ever wonder if college is really worth it in the end? I do sometimes, and then I always find my way back to the conclusion that I was meant to be here and it's better for my future. Sometimes, I do wonder though.
On a completely unrelated note: I got a fish. He is awesome and white, gray, and red. I love him. I don't have a name for him yet. Picture to be posted soon. :)
<3 Weebs
